You say you want it. So, why don't you go get it? You are always thinking about it. So, why don't you pursue it? I don't think you want it. When you want something, like really want something, you don't allow yourself to only desire it you have to go get it. You have to SEIZE IT!
: to use legal or official power to take (something)
: to get or take (something) in a forceful, sudden, or violent way
: to attack and take control of (a place) by force or violence
You have to control of your dreams like you are in a battle with them because if you don't they will get away. Dreams don't wait. Dreams don't care if you are scared or nervous, or unready, or unprepared. Dreams come into your mind and say, "Come and get me if you have enough heart" and you have to decide what you are going to do. What are you going to do?
Never Stop Dreaming!